Friday, March 24, 2006

Keyboard plus forehead equals pain...

I wish I had an Internet access at home. It would make everything much easier for me, especially when I feel like posting something up, which is what I am feeling right now. So right now, here I am typing and clearing some space in my laptop which is all good because it makes my laptop work faster. It's an old laptop, but I like it.

So now what? What to type about? Let's see today was pretty cool. A little bit weird in a way, but not as bad as last night. I mean at least this night I didn't get attacked by some weird form of depression. Well, maybe it's because I'm watching Friends that's why I'm too busy laughing to think of how depressed I can get.

Anyway, I need to think of a lot things. I'm getting into my deep thinking, typing mood. Haha. Hmm... I shouldn't have deleted all of my serious entries during one of my moments when I was going through a phase. The I-want-to-get-rid-of-my-past-phase. I think it was when I wanted to get over my ex-boyfriend.

Honestly, I've been keeping something inside of me and I really want to share it with someone but I can't. I'm bursting with information and I can't say a word to anybody out of respect for the person.

And that is why I can't seem to come up with anything to say because I have so much to say that I can't say that I can't come up with anything else to say.

Am I making any sense?

*head hits key board* njh bmj m

And yes, I really did hit my forhead on my keyboard and yes it really hurt. Haha, I have no life. Well I do have a life, except I just can't say a word on one of the most important thing that has been happening recently because it's supposed to be a darn secret!

I am not going to be able to survive this.

Alright, alright, think of something else to talk about. Hmm... I have decided to stick to just one blog-site. One because this one is cool and two, I really like this blog-site and I don't have to pay for anything to make it look prettier. Plus all I need to do now is find a way to post this pretty picture in the "me" part of my site and I'm all set with this blog.

I'm gonna go now and speak to my bestfriend, Je. I mean at least with Je I can say like tons of things and I wouldn't have to worry about him repeating anything to anyone. Right now Je is the only one I can go to share everything. Without him, I would have blown a circuit. Gosh, I am so thankful for the presence of Je in my life.

Lotsa love, Jana

Labels: Life in the form of chocolate, Olden days

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