Monday, March 27, 2006

The useless art of staring into space...

I've been wondering a lot about a lot of things. That's why I've been caught numerous times staring off into space. Which is really weird because I don't really remember what I've been thinking off when I stare in space.

Hmm... which if I think about it right now, is really useless, because I'm just wasting my time thinking about something I won't be remembering at all. Haha.

Okie, okie, I need to say something serious. I've been noticing this certain person a lot. Like lots. I guess, I've very thankful to have that person in my life. It's weird because I barely noticed all that the person had done. I don't know why... Ah forget it. It's probably really darn obvious. Yes, it's a he! I am talking about a guy! There. I admitted it. But please don't think I have a crush on this guy because I don't.

And why am I getting so defensive? This is not really helping the whole not-having-a-crush-on-him-thing that I just said.

Plus, I think that he's better off as just a friend. I've never really noticed him in any other way before. In fact when I first met him, I thought he looked a little bit weird for me. But he seems like a sweet guy now that I got to know him. But he doesn't fit my criteria of my list of man.

Which I will be posting right after this entry because I'm proud of it. Besides it makes me feel nice knowing that I know what I'm looking for and that the whole world knows just how quirky I am. Plus, I know if I put God first, He is going to be faithful to answer my needs and my prayers. That's what happened with Ev. Pat and I believe God is going to do the same in my life.
Lotsa love, Jana

Labels: Life in the form of chocolate, Olden days

by jana at 2:47 PM |