Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I need something more...

I need to change my blog layout again because the picture of my old one disappeared and therefore the whole blog layout was affected and it looked absolutely horrible. To make up for it, I just took whatever I could get for the time being and used it in it's place. I don't really like my new skin, that's why I will be searching for more later.

Then my Cbox decided to act all weird on me and that's why all the posts in it were deleted. I wanted to get a shoutbox like Jason and Rachel but it is just so hard to get and when I finally did get it, the darn thing is in German. How the heck am I supposed to use something in German? Darn it! It is getting on my nerves.

Frustrated, irritated, disconnected from it all. I'm breaking, I'm aching for something beautiful. I need something to bring me back to life. Ok, I don't want you to think that I get easily pissed because of all the little things that are happening now, because I'm not shallow. It's just adding to the anger that I realize is still very much awake inside of me.

Am I melodramatic or what?

Does anyone even read my blog? I doubt it. I'm not that interesting to read about and if they did, more people would know more about me and they would be able to understand my moments.

Lotsa love, Jana

Labels: Life in the form of chocolate, Olden days

by jana at 9:06 AM |