Saturday, April 08, 2006

A moment to thank you...

Hmm, I guess to make it all easier for all of us, I'm only going to be updating once a day, because I've got four other blogs to update in and I think the writer in me can only take up to five entries a day and I want to treat all my blogs equally you know?

Anyway, may I just totally exclaim that youth service was amazing! Wow. You gotta love our youth services. It's totally an encounter every week. There is going to be no "typical youth service" as our youth leader puts it. I can't wait for more and more.

By the way, my problem has been solved and I totally give thanks to Je for helping me to solve it. He has given me the strength to handle things. For the first time in weeks, I feel free again. Uplifted in fact. I know that I've learned something from all of this crap that I went through. Basically not to make the same mistake over again.

I'm in the mood to totally be thankful today so I'm going to list all the people that I can think of at the moment and I will thank them in here. They don't have to be deep or whatever. They can be quite simple and short. This is going to be quite a long entry as I feel that I must publicly thank a lot of people. Oh and there is no specific order. I'm just mentioning them as they come to my mind.

Thanks Je! For forgiving me and allowing me to come back. For being there, even when I hurt him with my mistakes. For showing me the way and keeping me strong. For keeping me company at nights when I felt so alone. For being there whenever I call upon him. For displining me and pointing out my mistakes so that I can learn from them. For just loving me. I love you, Je!

Thanks Jam! For being my bestfriend. For understanding me even when I couldn't understand myself. For not going away even when I told her to leave me alone. For sticking with me every time I start to whine. For all the deep and not-so-deep talks that we shared every time we hang out together. For keeping me company all the times we had to take the bus home! For covering for me when I got into trouble. For all your Jammy-moments that made laugh till tears come out of my eyes. For all the moments that we cried together. I love you man! You're the closest person I have to a sister. We're going to meet each other a lot alright? Once a month at least?

Thanks Waj! For being the first person to befriend when we were in Form 2. For being there for me. For starting PB. For all the times when we had the bash the boyfriend moments. (Our ex-s we're kinda alike weren't they?) For remembering my birthday and giving me the cute teddybear with the long arms! For the moments we shared when we cried. For laughing when you were sad and I tried to make you laugh. I love you, Wajo-jo! I'm going to miss you when I go off to the Philippines, but I will stay in contact. I'll send you an e-mail, a lot!

Thanks Nadie! For being weird. For becoming my friend even though the past was horrible between us. For not scolding me as much as the other two when I did something wrong. For making me laugh no matter what. For all the classes we shared sitting next to each other and laughing at the jokes Tchr. Koh made. For all the times we passed notes. For all th cute drawings you made that everyone found totally adorable. For all the times you made me laugh with your weird laugh and your weird sneeze. Haha. I love you, Nad. Don't forget to share what's happening around over there ok? Plus, when you find another boyfriend, don't be so harsh! Give him some space as not all men are perfect. I'll send e-mails and you're definitely invited to my wedding! In fact I'm gonna have my wedding in Brunei, especially so you could attend.

Thanks Angel Choo! For being my mentor when it comes to ushering (don't leave me! I can't be head usher without you! I'm too scared and I always mess up! You are so totally the uber head-usher!) For letting me share things that I could not share with people. For sharing my love of sunflowers. For all the free calls that you wasted on me. For all the times you wrote my name on my chair (hehe) which shows the whole world where I sit. Nyahaha! I love you, sisterhood leader! Don't get too overprotective about you-know-who! Trust in God always and he will lead you through! You better keep me posted about what's happening Acts when I leave ok? Like who is gonna be second-in-command now that I'm not that. Haha.

Thanks Ting! For being my buddy. For letting me work my accent on you (Verry dane-je-roos.) For co-founding the seductive rules with me and Angel. For listening to me rant on the phone. For helping me out with my problem and not judging me because of my past choices. I love you, my cg leader! When I leave, can you send me stuff that you guys are gonna be working on in CG? Hehe, it'll be like I never left!

Thanks Joyce! For giving me 20 points because I was your cute friend who loves to write! (Hey can i have like more points because I mentioned you here? XD) For being there when there were times no one was. For immediately listening to me when I looked and at you and say "Help me?" For picking me up for youth service! For doing that weird hole thing with you arm that I find so scary and yet weirdly cool! I love you, Joyce-y Chua! I give you a hundred points because I feel like it! Nyahaha! And because I'm feeling very nice, I will also give you one more point because you were wearing your CG leader tag at youth service today!

Thanks Beverly! For making me laugh whenever we chat! And the really pretty fonts that you use. For noticing the times when I was down and trying to cheer me. For being really fun to be with! I love you Bev! You're so pretty! And your voice is so nice. Go and rock when you sing during praise and worship! Go BEV!

Thanks Derek! For being your weird self. For making me laugh at jokes that I never thought I would laugh. For calling me at nights when I felt down. For staying up really late because I forced you to. For hanging out with me at the back in Uncle Shem's van. For being my brother! For letting me bully you to do things for me. I love you, brother! You and me, we could have been something but you see you had to choose Angie over me. Haha, just kidding! Keep following God and I know that you'll meet the one. You better stay in contact because if you don't, when I come back, you're going to be very very sorry.

Thanks Darren! For letting me win our bet! For being so cute and young. For having the cutest sisters. For being my friend when I needed someone to share with. For being part of the circle of friends. (The last time I checked, that's you, me and Miko.) For all the times you made me laugh inside when you called me "Woman!" I love you Darren! You're gonna grow up and do great things! Don't let it get to your head though!

Thanks Des! For humoring me all those times when I had too much time in my hands and wanted to bother someone. For calling me with your free call that one time when I talked about how I was so bored that I took a picture of my toilet bowl (eww~) For the time I went all nuts on you and got angry during camp and you didn't get angry back. I love you, Dezzie! Sorry that I annoyed you at times and I'm glad we're friends. Keep updating your blog, lazy bum-bum. No excuses!

Thanks Bryant, Sam, Melvin and Kevin! For letting me bully you into doing things for me. Haha, You guys are great guys and I know that when you're all old enough (yes, Kevin even you... nyaha) you're going to make your future wives happy! I love you guys! Hehe

Thanks Jason (not Jason L. This is another different Jason. Jason L, if you're reading this... I wrote one for you too! You'll see!). For being a part of something special in my life. For being the one I turned to when I was extremely down. For changing for me. For understanding why I had to do the things that I did. For not hating me after all I did. I love you (and you know how I mean it.) Hey, you never know right? Cocoa is still up for grabs if you know what I mean.

Thanks Glen. For being the first person to be a part of me in that way. For making me learn things aren't easy as they seem. For tolerating my insanity and my insecurities. For just loving me. I love you (yeah, yeah) I'm sorry that it didn't go according to plan and that things ended up as they are now. But it's alright. I never regretted it. Hey maybe we can still meet again, you know just hang out as friends. Maybe I can even get a hug?

Thanks Jann! For letting me call you with the same nickname as me! For calling me at 12.35 am and talking to me for three hours (It was exactly three!) For letting me trust you and for trusting me as well. For letting me hear you rap! I love you Jann! Though we didn't get to talk as much as I wanted to it's great that short time we had together as friends.

Thanks Hannah. For reading my blog! For supporting me as a leader. I love you, Ms. Praise! Haha I love your name! It's so cool!

Thanks Angel Wee! For being the sweetest person that you are. For hugging me every time we meet. For your sweet smile that is always so infectous. I love you Angel! You are one of the reasons why Acts is not the same from the typical youth group. You make it sweeter!

Thanks Ling! For being the best youth leader ever! For not judging me. For talking to me even when I can't seem to do anything but nod and say nothing. For having the cutest baby ever! (I love Tyler!!!) For helping me realize my mistakes. For leading me and ministering me. For praying for me. I love you, Leonora! Rawr~ When I go back to the Philippines, can I still be a part of Acts 29? I hope so!

Thanks EGO! For the cutest chopsticks thingie for your hair ever! It's so nice! I want to buy more!

Thanks to my Family! For being there during the times of pain and trouble. For understanding me when I couldn't. For loving me even when I was unlovable. For watching my back and just for being you. I love you Mom, Dad and Jem! You guys are the best family ever!

Thanks Ms. Pushpa! For telling me what to do even when I didn't want to do it. For watching over me as a mother to us while we were in India. For being the adult that I turn to when I have "teen" problems. Haha I love you Missy Pushpa! I'll stay in contact and keep you updated about me and what I'm going through as I follow up on my call.

Thanks Pastor Jayme! For telling me that God only gives scars to those who can handle carrying them. For speaking such a strong message that turned my insides upside down. For helping me to realize my fears and facing them. For helping me break that insecurity in me. For getting my favourite hat! I love you Pastor Jayme! I hope to see you again, with your whole family! Including your demon-possessed dog!

Thanks Jason! (Jason L.) For giving me car rides here and there. For letting me borrow your hat during the St. Andrews acting thing where your brother was in it. For loving dolphins! (I love dolphins!!!!) For chatting with me when you're online. For finally adding me! XD (I know it's not your fault! hehe)

Thanks Pip! For giving me a password and a username for your blog. (Hehe, I was the first one to apply! Nyahah!)

Thanks Darryl! For being the guy who gives me insight to the boy's mind. For the times you made me laugh whenever we chatted. For calling me handsome (thanks beautiful XD) For being a debating buddy. For writing the coolest things. For lending me your book. For letting me go to your house and eat your food! I love you, Darryl! (Haha :P)

Thanks Rachel! For being giving me the songs of Kristal Meyer. For lending me all her books even before you read them. For accompanying me during one of the times I was at AFC and buying me lunch and breakfast too!

Thanks Sean! For coming to Acts again! I missed you dude!

Thanks Sandeep! For letting me show you the way to put a chopstick thingie in my hair. For letting me talk and rant during the bus ride from DA. For being one of the people who gave me a Happy Valentines thing the first year I attended Acts. (I still have it!!!) I love you San! You're a great friend. Have confidence in your debating skills! You can make it!

Thanks Peng! For being one of the people who invited me to Acts. For not getting all weird after I admitted to you what I admitted to you before. I love you Peng! You made an impact in my life.

Thanks Angie! For being my partner in crime whenever we go and bully Derek! For trusting me with your secrets and being my buddy. I love you Angie! God has big plans for all of us! I can't wait to fulfill mine, can you? Haha XD =^^=

Thanks Bernard! For letting me share times and moments with you. For encouraging me to go on when I didn't feel like it. For being the funny guy that I love to be around with! For calling me an adorable bug! For being accepting me for who I am. I love you Nard! Like my hamrolls? Very good one aren't they?? Haha

Thanks Bianca. For giving me free books and notebooks... and pens! Hehe. For not hating me for what I did when I hurt you before. For understanding me. For letting me hang out at your big house with the pool! For making me icons! For just being there when I needed someone to talk to. I love Biancz! Friends come first. That's how it'll always be. XD

Thanks Jordan! (Hehe, I don't know how to spell your chinese name) For keeping our conversation a secret! And for not embarassing me >

Thanks Sophia! For being my India buddy! For being your total hyper self! For always caring when one of us fell sick. For being our nurse! I love you Soph-soph! You're a great person! I'm gonna mis you girl! Stand up for what you believe in ok? Remember what God promised you! He is going to give it to you! Be strong! We're gonna go to India again right?

Thanks Ringo. For being a great site that lets me upload my pictures for free! I love you Ringo! Hehe. It's better than Photo-bucket or Image shack!

Thanks Cartoon Network, Disney Channel, AXN, Star World, HBO, Star Movies, etc! For providing me with good shows to watch and laugh about as well as to think about.

Thanks Borneo Bulletin! For giving me access to the funniest articles ever. They always crack me up.

Thanks Blogskins! For my pretty pretty blog layout!

Thanks Blogger! For the place to upload my blog!

Thanks MSN messenger and AIM! For helping me contact to my friends and those people important to me.

Sorry for everyone that I missed. I would try to name all that I could think of, but I don't have enough time as I also need to type up other stuff for my other blogs. Haha, if I forgot to mention you, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it! I mean it is night after all and I can't think and I am tired. Forgive me???

Leave me a message at my Cbox?

I know I said people, but it's all fun to thank those other things because of the stuff that they provided for me. Haha.

Lotsa love, Jana

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