Saturday, April 01, 2006

The person behind the blog...

I don't think I'll ever get used to guys whistling at me while they're driving past in their cars. It just still freaks me out. Why do they even do that anyway? I mean, they can't even see the face of the girl they're whistling to because they're driving too fast to see. I'm sure if they see me up-close, it will end their whistling or whatever. It's just so dumb.

Let's see, what to talk about? I'm bored, so let's talk about me.

The name is Jana, if you haven't gotten that from the head title of my blog. That is my real name and I have gotten a lot of nicknames. Let's see, Jan, Jana Banana, Jana-jee, Jan the man (repeat that and I will make sure you will hurt), Jans, Janster, Glaze (from my second name which is Glaiza) and that's all I can think of at the moment.

I just turned seventeen last January and I feel the same way that I felt when I turned sixteen, fifteen and fourteen. I haven't changed in a big way from all those years, but I have changed in little, little ways and if you put them all together then it is a big change.

I can really hide how I feel pretty well, except maybe to my closest friend who can always seem to tell if something is up. But sometimes, I can hide it from her as well. Anyway, at times to get rid of my anger, I just sleep, or if in some cases I can't sleep then I express it in words. That's why I guess I have this blog. If people want to know how I feel, they can read it here.

I don't want to hide my feeling anymore, but I'm so out of practice of sharing that I can't seem to share properly anymore. I always try to be honest with my blog, but there are times that I really can't share out of respect of other people and it would cause a lot of drama and hurt if I do share. So what I do is just share it in my own personal and private journal.

Let's see, what else about me... Oh dear, I gotta go.

Lotsa love, Jana

Labels: Life in the form of chocolate, Olden days

by jana at 4:39 PM |