Friday, September 08, 2006
Not enough time...
I'm scared.I should be happy at how things turned out and how things are getting better when it comes to the support of my studies over here. But unfortunately, it's giving a much opposite effect.
It's scaring me so very much.
I don't want to disappoint them. My parents, the Guy and the people who have helped me. I don't want to fall down and make mistakes with so many people expecting me to do good.
I hate expectations.
But I want to fulfill not only for them but for myself.
Which is why I have done nothing but read and study, book after book after book. The lazy-ness in me has been replaced by a very strong fear of failing.
Back in high-school, I really couldn't care less about my studies. But it's different now.
I've got people to please. Work to do. Scholarships to obtain. There is no time to be lazy-ing around anymore.
No time whatsoever.
Lotsa love, Jana
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