Tuesday, October 10, 2006
The rush still refuses to appear...This day officially ended at 10 am.
I now have nothing better to do till the end of the day.
I should be studying for finals, considering the fact that this week is the finals week and that whatever grade I will be obtaining will affect whether I'll grab that scholarship or not.
I can't be bothered to study.
Somehow the feeling that it's exams hasn't sunked in yet.
Final Exams Week somehow doesn't give me that normal head-rush that it usually does.
No feeling of hyperventilation, need to pull my hair out till all I have patches of hair here and there makes no appearance; overall I'm feeling pretty relaxed.
This suprises me very much.
On a different note, I cried yesterday.
Not going to bother to tell you why and how, but... the fact that I did cry should drive my fans crazy. Asking, begging for the reasons and if it was a person, they're gonna pelt him/her with polka-dotted blowdarts.
Unfortunately, fans such as them only exist in my dull grey matter.
Ahem. I mean study for the upcoming exam tomorrow.
That is if nothing
Lotsa love, Jana