Friday, November 17, 2006
The unbecomingly me...Wow.
I'm not acting like myself today.
I woke up extremely late (that's not the new part cause I always wake up late) but instead of panicking-rushing-darn-it-I'm-late-running-here-there-everywhere-Oh-my-fecking-gosh-this-is-not-fecking-good-near-tripping-beating-the-clock-and-arriving-in-class-a-second-before-the-darn-bell-rang-just-in-time-panting-eww, I was being very relaxed. I calmly stood up, walked over to the CR (because real Filipinos call toilets that way), washed my face.
I was late and tardy and missed a daily quiz for Song Leading.
Then, then, I decided that I was hungry and therefore I left the Academic Building to eat breakfast. Even though I had class right after Song Leading.
I heard the bell ring, and I smiled, and continued eating anyway.
I think it hit me when one of my upper-classmen friends said,
"Jana, this is so unbecoming of you."
And I realized, oh-my-fecking-gosh-what-the-feck-am-I-doing-I-am-fecking-late. After that realization, I stood up and left my upper-classmen friend. Hurried over to the already starting class, sat down...
And then my phone rang.
Staring was involved.
Lotsa love, Jana
Don't worry about the missed quiz. I get to make up because my teacher likes me that way. Though this the last time I'm going to this.
I don't like raping people's trust.
I meant abusing.