Saturday, June 14, 2008
"Stop being so demanding. You ask me to do things and then you expect me to tell you that I'll finish doing it or I'll achieve it 100% and you get all angry at me if I don't finish it."
It's not as if I'm asking for such a big thing! All I asked for was if you could help do it and I wasn't demanding anything from you at all!
"I already said I'd try to do it, didn't I? Why do you have to keep pushing it? I already told you I'd try to do it."
That's the point you said try and you kept coming up with excuses as if you didn't want to do it. And I don't need that from you. If you didn't want to do it, you could have just told me!
"This is such a small thing, yet you cry as if the world is ending."
So I'm a crybaby, is that so wrong? Everything I do is wrong for you! Every time I cry, you always have to say such harsh words when all I wanted you to do was comfort me.
"I have never scolded you for crying."
You don't comfort me when I do!
"I just want you to be strong."
I can be strong! I know how to do things and how to react to certain situations and how to be strong but I can't I tell you what I'm feeling? Can't I cry and expect that my boyfriend would comfort me?
"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be harsh. I just thought that this would be the best for both of us and that we would grow together as a couple. Stop crying please. Please stop crying."
(10:30pm) Don't you have a lot of things to do tomorrow? Maybe you should just get some sleep first so that you will fresh in the morning.
"How can I sleep when my baby is crying? Baby, please stop crying. I'm really really sorry."
I'm sorry too.
"Goodnight. I love you."
I love you too. Goodnight baby. Take care tomorrow, okie?
"I will. Bye."
Lotsa love, Jana